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You look strange.

I don`t remember how old I was, but at some point in my life my mother told me: ” Anna, your ears look really strange and you better get surgery. You will never be able…

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Today on #worldsuicidepreventionday I celebrate 40.5 years alive and that I did not die 20 years ago. I am so grateful to be alive. I celebrate each and everyone who is here with me. I…

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This is very hard to admit. But July was a very difficult month and I cried at work. Several times. Simple tasks were too much. I was not my usual self. During the last 10…

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Before I was born my mother had a boyfriend who was a surgeon and he died of suicide. His parents founded a suicide prevention foundation in Germany. His father became my Godfather. During my PhD…

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2001 I lost all hope and had a suicide attempt. I did not know that the best was yet to come. 2007 I got my university degree. 2008 I started to work in research. 2009…

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