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Others – Through My Eyes

CW: suicide I am not sure if you can say I have experienced suicide attempts, I guess you could say I witnessed the result. See, for many years in the U.S., I was working at…

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I survived.

I survived my own suicide attempt.I survived the loss of my child.I survived the loss of my father.I survived domestic abuse.I survived the loss of my grandmother.I survived seeing my mom struggle every day with…

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20 years ago.

20 years ago I nearly died. This is the most difficult post I have ever written and it takes me a lot of courage. I thought I would never share this experience publicly. Tomorrow is…

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The fifth “Seven”

35 days ago, dad left me and mum, headed towards the unknown. In traditional Chinese culture, today is the fifth “Seven”. Dad was diagnosed with late-stage cancer with bone metastasis last year, not long after…

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The false security

As a teenager I went to a psychotherapist. I was completely lost at that time. I suffered from anxiety and depression, did not find a secure base or emotional support at home and was in…

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